I've found myself doing a lot of working lately, more long stretches then I've had to pull for a while, and also quite a lot of thinking... thinking until my brain is sick of it's own trains. One of the horrible things about my line of work, it does not occupy my brain in the least, so not only do I oft' get my best ideas there, I also get to mull over all the crap too.

Now I find myself, in the probability of having a nice stretch of time off work... maybe 5 days worth in a row. Normally I would consider that productive, but honestly, I'm just not in the mood to do anything about most of my enqueued projects; to damn tired to focus on them.

I'm tired of living in this misery, and very much sick of life here