Tuesday, September 15, 2009

It's just a few more days left to go.... Tues, Weds, Thurs, Fri; then I have 3 days off work. THe miserable thing, I haven't a damn thing to do, that doesn't come from popping from the todo list!

Right now it's just as if everything is passing, but nothing is moving. Damn it, this is unnerving. I feel like I could be awake for another couple hours... probably will be tossing and turning for at least an hour. I wonder tentatively if I'll ever find peace. Whenever I lay down to sleep, there's nothing to occupy my mind as it drifts to sleep; as such it gains an unhindered measure of exploration. The thoughts never end, never. Ironically during the day, if I have nothing to occupy my mind with, I end up getting drowsy: at night I end up wide fsckin' awake!!!


Peace ceased to be apart of my life a very long time ago. That which remains, is black and empty, maybe it will always be so.

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